Friday, May 14, 2010

So my thoughts..

Lately, I've watched couples hold hands and felt a pang of jealousy erupt through my body. Why won't this happen to me? Love, hah! I've never loved anyone in my life. Or really liked...? Mom says I'm too picky... will I ever find the right guy?

This ponders in my head and I pretty much want to cry. No one out there in the world to wipe away my tears for me. I'm probably going to go upstairs and watch love movies- realizing that it'll never happen to me. Sad,huh?

My life in a nutshell. The whole time on the way to school I'll be daydreaming of me and the love of my life picking me up and spinning me around-while I'm just sitting in my car.
Don't know what to do. Why is this so complicated? Words cannot even explain how crappy I feel.

Welcome to my first post!

Hey all you lovers.
Welcome to my blog and here you will find my pouring out of my heartbreak which hasn't happened yet. This blog is for those of you who haven't found your love yet, and neither have I. We shall journey together and you can put in your input on how your "love life" is going and I can discuss in my next post.

No, I havent felt love yet, and I'm talking about that fall on the floor, hands sweating, heart beating out of your chest, butterflies in your stomach sort of love. But I'm dreaming. Let's keep praying all, and we will hopefully find our perfect one! <3

Blog more later.
I hope you will love my diary on the internet. Ha!

Yours always,
Anna <3